You know it's funny how I used to think about love and soulmates and compatibility as this really complicated stuff to find, but that when you find it everything is so damn right.
Well, it's not.
Compatibility arrives, but it doesn't have to be with a person that has the ability to be the "right one". Sometimes that person is younger than you, sometimes that person is not single.
People talk about timing. Yeah, they're right, that's important, but what if timing makes our paths cross at the wrong moment and never again?
You know, I believe in destiny, but I also believe it may be wrong. What if the sacred forces of the universe make a mistake? What if that person was really my person?
Like, everybody tells you: "You have to fight for the right person" and "You'll know who that person is when the moment comes" but I have never been sure about anything in my life.
Only after losing everything, I have known the truth, but then, it was too late.
They say we learn from mistakes, but what if I don't want to let this mistake go?
Maybe I just believe in fairytales and things that don't exist, that don't belong to the real world.
The thing is, I'm afraid to be right about my person, because what if he doesn't even see me at all? And don't tell me than if he doesn't notice me he's not my person.
I'm not the kind to fight, I'm the kind to offer passive resistance, and that only works for letting things go.
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Okay, so this is the first "rant-thoughts-thingy" I post in here. I usually keep this kind of things to myself but I thought, what's wrong with sharing it with the world? Anyway, it's not like a lot of people will read it, so it'll remain pretty private.
If by any chance there's someone reading this, I hope it made you think about something or at least feel something. Any opinions will be cheered.
Laura xx
P.S.: now I understand why punk-rock bands like long titles so much.
P.S.2: What does the real world even mean?
